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To be honest, its been some time since I have sat down at sunset, listening to fantastic music and spent time on WordPress.
I know I had a few recurring readers back then, and if by any chance you read this, you will have noticed that more than two year’s worth of posts have been deleted. If you’re wondering why, it is because I wasn’t comfortable with those posts. Not because I have anything to hide, or because I wanted ‘start new’, but because it is much to easy to go back and relive some painful memories. Therefore, I am starting with a brand new first post! Writing has always been enjoyable, and I do miss it.
Now, I can’t say this will be my journal. I can’t possibly imagine who would be interested in whatever it is I do from day to day. However, reflecting on my day, and learning lessons from my daily choices… That may be of more interest and value to any reader who may come across this terrible excuse of a blog. I do intend to not share this with any one I know in real life. There may be one person who already knows I write this, but that is of no consequence. To remain anonymous will keep my mind free of wandering eyes.
Today is Sunday. Will Stratton is playing. Life is good. But, there are things that do take up a copious amount of space in my mind. One of them is, of course, women. Or a woman. However you want to think of it. You see, I am a firm believer in honesty. I hate ‘games’, I hate it when someone you care about keeps something hidden from you in fear of starting a fight. I hate when assumptions are made and actions are taken. But, in today’s society, you can’t be honest. Its rude, its scary, its annoying, its dumb. I have so many friends that tell me that to get a woman, you have to treat her poorly… It makes no sense whatsoever, you treat her poorly so she can come to you? But what’s even more mindblowing is that it works! I myself haven’t used this method, but I know plenty who decided to be distant and rude, and this raked in whichever girl they were after. Now, should one really care for a girl who falls for such cheap tactics? Of course! Every girl is beautiful and worth being loved. But it makes me angry that being kind and patient gets you so little these days. I must be making no sense. But that’s okay, that’s why its my blog, right? Heh. Anyways… I had a long talk with a good friend yesterday. A talk about romance and life. We spoke of what we wish we could do, vs what we are doing. I told him how I am all for the little things. The little things that have gone out the window. You can easily pay for any service online now, why bother taking the time to make your special one feel… special, right?
My friend and I reached the conclusion that though our views on romance and women aren’t alike those held by the majority of males, that we are to hold on to what we believe. Because, I don’t know about you, but I do believe girls are like precious gems. Don’t get me wrong, women should be strong and independent. What’s the fun in a girl who can do nothing for herself? WOW! Sorry! I am going off on some melodramatic spew that you more than likely are already fed up with. Apologies. How about we have a laugh together? A story:
In my chemistry class, my teacher was discussing some theory, and she was comparing it to muffins. Me, being the fat man I am, I started making noises to show my love for the food. Next thing I know, the girl next to me is handing me a snack! This was absolutely fantastic. Her and I have sat together and been good friends since that incident. But that is not where the laugh is to be had, it is here, weeks later. Our chemistry teacher (who is terribly cute) walks by our desk and asks us if we needed assistance. My friend asked her for an explanation, and she explained. As she walked away, I whispered to my friend “She is so cute”… Instantly! A handful of people turn around… The women are giving me the stare of death and disappointment, while the men are laughing in accordance with me. I of course buried my head in my book in hope my teacher didn’t hear me… I still am not sure, but she has been paying an awful lot of attention… I know, I know, that was a terrible story. But its all you get!
Yep. 20 minutes later and I have no clue what purpose these posts will serve. But simply writing down thoughts and experiences should make me happier. Adios, chums!
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