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What’s happening? I thought I had reached my emotional threshold in high school, but as of late my heart has been pushed to new limits.
When I was younger, I always said we only fall in love once. That love is eternal, and that you take love with you to the grave. As others tossed the word around, I became complacent and just assumed I was falling in love left and right. But, the experiences of this near past are taking me back to a younger, wiser me. Maybe the astronomical chance of meeting the right one is a gift from God Himself, a gift I have the honor of receiving.
This is worst than drugs. I can hardly function in society, my mind goes only to one place; her. Its as if I can’t even get comfortable in bed unless she’s in my arms. Suddenly the future becomes less of a fear and more of an adventure. My heart melts and my eyes tear knowing what could be. A faster pulse and bloodshot eyes from the nights I’ve stayed up thinking about time spent together and time that will be spent together, all things I only heard of in songs. This is too big for fear to take over. The risk is enormous, but the reward is infinitely greater.
The best part, its not perfect. I don’t assume its perfect, nor do I expect it to be easy in the least. So many flaws come together in a flurry of broken choices and traits. A painting made beautiful because of how we are woven together, not because of the quality of persons. A dissonant chord only made harmonious through the company of another. Without each other we are nothing but half empty chords. Its a whirlwind of emotions, yet a serene lake of passion. Its all and it is nothing.
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